no_shit_girl_06

ok

2005-12-23T18:32:47Z

so i'm in sTL right.. and evry thing is cool i'm at sagon's house and i'm having funnnnnnn........... sooo she is currently on the phone with her man and it is always hilarious to listen to them talk.... their retatded.... anyways... going to the mills today...... buying myself some x-mas presents... but i just bought some roca wear jenas for 78.00 dollars.... 2 pairs...

anyways i wish i could move in with sagon...... being here is better than being with my sister or anyone for that matter..... ecept maybe some fine dudes... that could be better.... she has a delicious uncle... but he's married and 24 sooo the 24 thing is not that bad... but marraige is.. damn damn damn well.. going to get offf and go do something random...

i just wanna say.......

2005-12-01T14:48:02Z

some people who read this have no lives and spend much of their college career chasing after a boy who doesnt love them...

hahahaha i love the irony

gotcha bitch....lollllllllllllll

WHY LIE?

so true

2005-11-30T14:43:49Z

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

oh shit

2005-10-16T18:22:48Z

disregard the last update about Dennis.....

uuhhhmmm yeah anyways

Gelly is in town and i am happy

good times

i was some good lovin..... any candidates....

hit me up 447-3832

peace out biotch

burst of happiness

2005-09-26T13:45:41Z

I'm soo effing gdamn happy i could effing do a split.......

why does my life rock my socks off

why are jasmine and griffin absolutely the best people around.......

my gosh i forgot about DENNIS...............
here's some advice for ladies looking for like the perfect guy for them...

1. DONT BE PICKY...... AKA dont be shallow... dont let a good guy go jus cause he doesnt fit your status quo.... i mean where would Jazmine be if she totally brushed off Aladdin just cause he was a street rat..... no where!!!!! back in Acraba with Jafar.... but i digress

2. pay close attention to the words he uses when he describes you or when he talks about how he feels about you. things such as..... " i wanna see whats under that skirt" -Alonzo..... or " you dont need a boyfriend to fuck.. jus fuck me"- Isaiah....... or this common one..." your just a tease"- every fucking guy i've met.. a more appropriate way of going about gettin sum would be..."you beautiful, smart, talented... why wouldnt i want to make love to you"- Dennis .... or " I want your heart... just give me a chance to do right"- Dennis........ sigh..... damn boy you got game...
Ladies your not stupid you know what sounds right and what doesnt.

3. DONT let a guy make you feel bad for not being a slut whore on your first date..... i mean really give it time...theres kno need for a rush......... because "if your gonna be together, then fuck everything else... it willl come in time" -Dennis

4. Make sure he's got the means to support you... i kno i sound like a golddigger but hell if he's broker than you then how the fuck is that gonna play out... i dont wanna dude who smoke but he cant buy weed.... simple as that..

5. If you truly feel in your heart that he's not trying to run game on you...... then you got everything you need.

FUck everybody else....only two people matter you and him.

so thats that... and dont be like me and cheat or attempt to cheat on the perfect guy... because you can come dangerously close to loosing him..... I'm just stupid ..... I think i was dropped on my head as a baby.

ok this journal is far longer than i intended so i will end it here with a proclamation to someone..... eehhhhhhmmmm (clearing my thoat)...

" I Alycia Folasade Agboola promise to like Dennis Rocasner for a long as God permits, I promise to break my boundaries and give him my heart... I promise to claim him to whoever wants to kno... and i swear that no other person willl get in the way of me and him.... no one ....." - i hereby grant these truths to go into affect today...

*cheers* *claps* *shouts* *tears*

my life

2005-09-14T04:34:22Z

is pointless...
end it for me now

uuuhhmmmm yea

2005-09-09T13:49:15Z

so why do i do wbat i do at school .... if i hate it why do i stay....... for the recognition.... thats what its all about.... itsn not like everything that is good for you is easy to obtain...... no should it be........ the same with boys...... i have to kissss alot of damn frogs in order to find my prince..... if thats what i have to do then soooo be it...... nothing in life is easy ......... so i have to just get off my lazy ass and deal with it as it comes..... one obstacle at a time...

I really cant be mad in the end..... because everything gets better..... unless i'm gonna die..... thats the only thing that could be worse...... oh yea and on the whole weight thing.....

i hate when people start talking about...or discussing eating disorders
THAT THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!!!!

so for those out there thinking about eating disorders from a clinical point of view....why dont you just keep it that way

well

2005-09-06T13:36:59Z

hehehehehehehehehehe\

yesterday was the first time i didnt want to come back to school.......... i turly hate this place and no one can make it better.

being here sucks every ounce of joy in my system out.... and i truly cant wait for that beautiful day MAY 19 2006 6:30 pm

i hate it here
by the way
my theraputic methods are coming along

I'm still a size 5 (not bad)
i havent talked to you kno who in like 5 days (a big plus)
and I am gonna steop being so mean to people (for the worlds sake)

so life good except asfa. ahhhhhhhhhhh

no

2005-08-26T16:59:08Z

NO i'm not depressed............. I'm just tired

REALLY tired

like EXTREMELY...... IT HURTS TO WALK KINDA OF TIRED

so everyone can rest assure that i'm not clinicly (spelling) depressed.......

I want to take a vacation......

I miss California

soo much

maybe i am alittle sadd

just wanna rest

soooo

2005-08-23T13:25:17Z

Hmmmm, this schoool is soooooo scary.....you can be doing great one day, and the next day you have to worry about it all being taken away.......... I'm so close to gettin kicked out of ASFA its ridiculous......

I just have this wierd feeling that something bad is about to happen...........

uuuhhhmmm yeah

2005-08-22T13:45:37Z

This weekend was kinda great i guess.....

me a nd devon kinda stalked some celebs but i guess you can say it payed off

i got a suprise visit from the one and only isaiah and saw a pic of briana on his phone..... hmmmmmmm (hyped up) thats all i'm gonna say....
but really i feel great

i have so much work to do but yet i feel great

thsi is definately wierd

i dont know just realizing i'm a senior and i'm so much closer to being up out this bitch ,,,,,, sets my soul on fire....

my heart can rest in piece until i have to take the ACT again......
then thats when i will worry......

soooo until then life's sweet

schools hard

and boys are jus tha saome

by the way its really alot of fun to have fun when its all jus fun!!!!

make sense

THE RA's
god be with there souls.... they are crazy

wow

2005-07-26T03:07:30Z

wow i actually found time out of my busy schedule to actually update about my time spent here.......

i just cant describe the feeling i get when i wake up to 100.3 tha beat L.A's top radio station with ananda lewis as the host doing all kinds of prank calls on people....

i love this place i feel as if this is where i belong.....
with Gods help i will achieve my goal of starting my college education here....

the acting teachers absolutely adore me

i feel as if i already have my shoe in
its the rest of my body that needs the work..

anywhoo the only thing about L.A is
you can spend $100 in one day and not know what tha hell you bought.... thats right shit is expensive... i have spent over 600 in one month..

you meet some of everybody in L.A
gangsters
drug dealers
srippers
celebs
models
and most of all
some of the most amazing homeless people on the face of this earth..

it is a thrill

i have yet to have a bad experience..

i cant wait to get back to school and retake my ACT
along with working on my audition tape..

i just cant wait

i will get in
i am determined...

anywho so hows bama
as they call it out here

how yall folks doin

lol........

anyway i need some attention from the opposite sex so i'm going to the village now

see yall aug 8

or some sooner:)

so funny

2005-07-20T03:46:30Z

so being the friend i am, i tried to handle herb for shardae..... well rather my sexy friend desmond did.... it did go over to well with herb..... hahahahhhaha

tha was the funniest shit of my life...

anyways i'm talking to a boy from south central.... and compton,,,,,,,, terrible gangsters i kno

you can take sade out of the south but you cant take the south out of me......

i willl tell all when i returnn.... if im stilll alive

omg

2005-07-15T02:42:12Z

i forgot to announce that i got a cell phone a cool one too

447-3832

call me anytime if your t-mobile
or after 9 or on the weekends

p.s. Devon no more unsafe trips to southside... now we can at least call the police

so wassp

2005-07-06T03:30:14Z

i'm in cali and i do not have time to tell you the wonderful time i am having........... i've only been here two days and i am in love with it already..... i wanna stay here for eva....... i cant handle being this happy its never happend before.... there are boys and yes i have 2 out of the 3 cute ones all one me.... bu since the whole thing with isaiah ended so bitterly the day before i left.... i decided to just chill and have fun........ because truth be told the girls are way cooler in LA these are the nicest grls i have eva met in my life. they are total pretty rich and amazing.....and mostly latina

but i gotta go

hey guys

2005-06-11T23:57:48Z

wow i took the ACT today.....
It was great.............

OMGaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaash

THE summmer finally starts for me...............

i can breath and have fuuuuuuuunnnnnnn
Cell phone???????????
do you think this time will be the big one..........

whenever it happens it will still be way past due...

anywhoooo how is everyone.....

Marcus those pictures are gorgeously devine.... is that a word... who cares

anywho.....
I will be in Cali in less then a month.... that is going to be a summer to remeber..
maybe i will meet mr. right..... i will settle for mr. right now.....

Didnt know thugs took the ACT too :)

okay

2005-05-21T17:03:24Z

no_shit_girl_06

To Mary

2005-05-15T02:36:29Z

this cant be the end...
True best friends never end

you will never leave my heart and i hope i never leave yours...

i am absolutely crushed about you leaving
but theres nothing i can do to change what has to come

i can only accept what the truth is....

I love you ...

i cant even begin to explain.....

how do i say good bye
to what we had
the good times that made us laugh

i cant even finish writing the song

uhhh

2005-05-13T00:09:54Z

why is Mrs. Dee a pain in my tush

anyways
i would like to say off and on the record blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hehehehehehehe
Angelica i love you
Mary love ya lots

uhhhhh
enough said

hmmm

2005-05-11T06:11:58Z

i am sitting here
supposed to be doing my news letter
needing to study for a test and
very tired

what to do

ok lets get on live journal

so

i have heard some stuff about a particular someone that disheartens me

but i cant say i am tooo suprised
you know someone one is fake right from the jump
so if you continue to assoiciate with them then you willingly take their shadiness into your world....

i cant blame anyone but my self for putting up with such crap
but i can actually change the future of me and that persons relationship

the truth is i front so many people on disrespecting me
but yet i yes i let someone right under my belt disrespect me daily

fony ness (not a word) is not attractive
and if you dont have looks to begin with i wouldnt advise adding on to that disadvantage...
but no
this is not that type of update where i bash this person
this is when I accept that person for what they are and who they are and place them to the side away for me

its kinda like in theatre when were meditating and they tell us to take any thoughts that enter our minds and accept them and place them aside.

i have done my research and i have found that alot of people recognize these faults in this one person but fail to confront her on them..

i now realize why

telling her about herself does me no good
ending a worthless friendship does..
theres no need to be hostile
and start unessasary drama
as a black female i am trying to rise above that

i just want to take away anyone or anything thats holding me down from becoming a better person.......

those of us that are sucked into her web of lies and deceit and hate.... well they are not my priority.

i can only help myself

most of them are just allowing shit to happen
and accepting it

but not putting it aside.

yes i tend to become this person i detest
but i am mature enough to admit
my wrongs. i at one point and time have talked about all my friends behind there back... I'm not proud of it

change is better than denile

My advice to the one's I truly love

look out for those fake bitches who talk about you behind your back
because if you are one then your likely to befriend one....

MARY- guides me and comforts me
ANGELICA- gives me support.... says the little things that matter so much to me
JOSH- wont ever hesitate to say i love you and mean it
Three people who embody the true meaning of a friend
There are others
but few......

sweet relief

2005-05-05T13:43:43Z

I bitched and complained about Isaiah so much in the past that it so hard for me to believe i am saying what i'm about to say.

Yesterday when he was here I think alot of people got to see his real personality the personality that i adored from the beginning, he is soo nice and caring, and all around a good person..

OUR friendship will forever remain prosperous.

ALYCIA
A	is for	Animated
L	is for	Luscious
Y	is for	Young
C	is for	Crazy
I	is for	Industrious
A	is for	Astounding

What Does Your Name Mean?

to set the record straight

2005-05-01T20:50:16Z

i was in no way shape or form involved in writing the email to Mrs welborne................... if you think i did then your a plain idiot and an ass wipe.... and if you tell people you think it was me then for sure you have no life and you just dwell off the hardaches of others

besides that......

i have to write an essay...........

i wilsh i did not

it is a hard thing to do when you have no topic...........

today is sucha beautiful day i just want to go swing

and thats exctly what i'm gonna do......

bye bye now

whateva

2005-04-22T16:49:14Z

I'm sick so maybe thats why i am sooooooo bitchy

but here

fuck you
fuck you
fuck you

if that offended you then fuck you 3 more times in the ass

okay

2005-04-13T13:31:09Z

a run down of prom night...........
@ 4 start getting ready

ready @ 6 and going to dinner

@ 8:30 or 9:00 arrive @ prom

@ 11 leave prom
yada
yada
yada
yada

you kno
i dont want to expose after prom activities......lalalallalalala

uhhhhhh Isaiah called me last night......... heheheeh
and he made a nother synical comment about corey....

but then just as we got off the phone Corey called and it was all better.... because i honestly wasnt calling him last night..........

anywho??
I'm ready for spring holiday

its gonna be trej tight

anyways

Mary you dont talk to me anymore ..........

what tha deal

anyways i am going to purposely fail ms. bordens test so she will drop tha grade......

hahahhahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahahaahahaha
i just dont feel like studying

Mrs. Welbornes a sissy
well i have nothing else to say but...................

i cant wait to DANCE at tha prom
lalallllallallalalallal

I'm soooo sleepy...

2005-04-11T13:41:19Z

I will never do that again...........
you bitches are crazy....

anywho you guy guess what

a new interest perhaps...

i dont kno if this is genuine interest or plain desperity(uhhh spelling)...

he's real cool

yet i do get the resistance i need....

and since he's a......
he wont be tryin to get........

yep
innocent
but not that innocent

it's a good combination.....

I think i pissed off somebody last night....

he was annoyed and eventually jealous...
but thats his own insecurities with himself

not with me

i have mine

so ok i will give the new meat a chance to develope
instead of clippin it like today

hehehehhehe

yeah but he better call me tonight
or else.....

P.S. your not truly a friend... but thats ok cause i never liked you anyways