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Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:24 am
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so i'm in sTL right.. and evry thing is cool i'm at sagon's house and i'm having funnnnnnn........... sooo she is currently on the phone with her man and it is always hilarious to listen to them talk.... their retatded.... anyways... going to the mills today...... buying myself some x-mas presents... but i just bought some roca wear jenas for 78.00 dollars.... 2 pairs...
anyways i wish i could move in with sagon...... being here is better than being with my sister or anyone for that matter..... ecept maybe some fine dudes... that could be better.... she has a delicious uncle... but he's married and 24 sooo the 24 thing is not that bad... but marraige is.. damn damn damn well.. going to get offf and go do something random...Current Mood:  dorky |
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some people who read this have no lives and spend much of their college career chasing after a boy who doesnt love them...
hahahaha i love the irony
gotcha bitch....lollllllllllllll
WHY LIE?Current Mood:  accomplished |
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| How You Are In Love | 
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
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disregard the last update about Dennis.....
uuhhhmmm yeah anyways
Gelly is in town and i am happy
good times
i was some good lovin..... any candidates....
hit me up 447-3832
peace out biotchCurrent Mood: chipper Current Music: Braid my Hair- Mario |
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I'm soo effing gdamn happy i could effing do a split.......
why does my life rock my socks off
why are jasmine and griffin absolutely the best people around.......
my gosh i forgot about DENNIS...............
here's some advice for ladies looking for like the perfect guy for them...
1. DONT BE PICKY...... AKA dont be shallow... dont let a good guy go jus cause he doesnt fit your status quo.... i mean where would Jazmine be if she totally brushed off Aladdin just cause he was a street rat..... no where!!!!! back in Acraba with Jafar.... but i digress
2. pay close attention to the words he uses when he describes you or when he talks about how he feels about you. things such as..... " i wanna see whats under that skirt" -Alonzo..... or " you dont need a boyfriend to fuck.. jus fuck me"- Isaiah....... or this common one..." your just a tease"- every fucking guy i've met.. a more appropriate way of going about gettin sum would be..."you beautiful, smart, talented... why wouldnt i want to make love to you"- Dennis .... or " I want your heart... just give me a chance to do right"- Dennis........ sigh..... damn boy you got game...
Ladies your not stupid you know what sounds right and what doesnt.
3. DONT let a guy make you feel bad for not being a slut whore on your first date..... i mean really give it time...theres kno need for a rush......... because "if your gonna be together, then fuck everything else... it willl come in time" -Dennis
4. Make sure he's got the means to support you... i kno i sound like a golddigger but hell if he's broker than you then how the fuck is that gonna play out... i dont wanna dude who smoke but he cant buy weed.... simple as that..
5. If you truly feel in your heart that he's not trying to run game on you...... then you got everything you need.
FUck everybody else....only two people matter you and him.
so thats that... and dont be like me and cheat or attempt to cheat on the perfect guy... because you can come dangerously close to loosing him..... I'm just stupid ..... I think i was dropped on my head as a baby.
ok this journal is far longer than i intended so i will end it here with a proclamation to someone..... eehhhhhhmmmm (clearing my thoat)...
" I Alycia Folasade Agboola promise to like Dennis Rocasner for a long as God permits, I promise to break my boundaries and give him my heart... I promise to claim him to whoever wants to kno... and i swear that no other person willl get in the way of me and him.... no one ....." - i hereby grant these truths to go into affect today...
*cheers* *claps* *shouts* *tears*Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Fallen - Mya |
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is pointless...
end it for me now
Sep. 13th, 2005 @ 11:34 pm
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so why do i do wbat i do at school .... if i hate it why do i stay....... for the recognition.... thats what its all about.... itsn not like everything that is good for you is easy to obtain...... no should it be........ the same with boys...... i have to kissss alot of damn frogs in order to find my prince..... if thats what i have to do then soooo be it...... nothing in life is easy ......... so i have to just get off my lazy ass and deal with it as it comes..... one obstacle at a time...
I really cant be mad in the end..... because everything gets better..... unless i'm gonna die..... thats the only thing that could be worse...... oh yea and on the whole weight thing.....
i hate when people start talking about...or discussing eating disorders
THAT THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!!!!
so for those out there thinking about eating disorders from a clinical point of view....why dont you just keep it that way
Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 08:38 am
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hehehehehehehehehehe\
yesterday was the first time i didnt want to come back to school.......... i turly hate this place and no one can make it better.
being here sucks every ounce of joy in my system out.... and i truly cant wait for that beautiful day MAY 19 2006 6:30 pm
i hate it here
by the way
my theraputic methods are coming along
I'm still a size 5 (not bad)
i havent talked to you kno who in like 5 days (a big plus)
and I am gonna steop being so mean to people (for the worlds sake)
so life good except asfa. ahhhhhhhhhhh
Sep. 6th, 2005 @ 08:33 am
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NO i'm not depressed............. I'm just tired
REALLY tired
like EXTREMELY...... IT HURTS TO WALK KINDA OF TIRED
so everyone can rest assure that i'm not clinicly (spelling) depressed.......
I want to take a vacation......
I miss California
soo much
maybe i am alittle sadd
just wanna rest
Aug. 26th, 2005 @ 11:59 am
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Hmmmm, this schoool is soooooo scary.....you can be doing great one day, and the next day you have to worry about it all being taken away.......... I'm so close to gettin kicked out of ASFA its ridiculous......
I just have this wierd feeling that something bad is about to happen...........
Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 08:26 am
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This weekend was kinda great i guess.....
me a nd devon kinda stalked some celebs but i guess you can say it payed off
i got a suprise visit from the one and only isaiah and saw a pic of briana on his phone..... hmmmmmmm (hyped up) thats all i'm gonna say....
but really i feel great
i have so much work to do but yet i feel great
thsi is definately wierd
i dont know just realizing i'm a senior and i'm so much closer to being up out this bitch ,,,,,, sets my soul on fire....
my heart can rest in piece until i have to take the ACT again......
then thats when i will worry......
soooo until then life's sweet
schools hard
and boys are jus tha saome
by the way its really alot of fun to have fun when its all jus fun!!!!
make sense
THE RA's
god be with there souls.... they are crazy
Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 08:44 am
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wow i actually found time out of my busy schedule to actually update about my time spent here.......
i just cant describe the feeling i get when i wake up to 100.3 tha beat L.A's top radio station with ananda lewis as the host doing all kinds of prank calls on people....
i love this place i feel as if this is where i belong.....
with Gods help i will achieve my goal of starting my college education here....
the acting teachers absolutely adore me
i feel as if i already have my shoe in
its the rest of my body that needs the work..
anywhoo the only thing about L.A is
you can spend $100 in one day and not know what tha hell you bought.... thats right shit is expensive... i have spent over 600 in one month..
you meet some of everybody in L.A
gangsters
drug dealers
srippers
celebs
models
and most of all
some of the most amazing homeless people on the face of this earth..
it is a thrill
i have yet to have a bad experience..
i cant wait to get back to school and retake my ACT
along with working on my audition tape..
i just cant wait
i will get in
i am determined...
anywho so hows bama
as they call it out here
how yall folks doin
lol........
anyway i need some attention from the opposite sex so i'm going to the village now
see yall aug 8
or some sooner:)
Jul. 25th, 2005 @ 07:57 pm
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so being the friend i am, i tried to handle herb for shardae..... well rather my sexy friend desmond did.... it did go over to well with herb..... hahahahhhaha
tha was the funniest shit of my life...
anyways i'm talking to a boy from south central.... and compton,,,,,,,, terrible gangsters i kno
you can take sade out of the south but you cant take the south out of me......
i willl tell all when i returnn.... if im stilll alive
Jul. 19th, 2005 @ 08:43 pm
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i forgot to announce that i got a cell phone a cool one too
447-3832
call me anytime if your t-mobile
or after 9 or on the weekends
p.s. Devon no more unsafe trips to southside... now we can at least call the police
Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 07:39 pm
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i'm in cali and i do not have time to tell you the wonderful time i am having........... i've only been here two days and i am in love with it already..... i wanna stay here for eva....... i cant handle being this happy its never happend before.... there are boys and yes i have 2 out of the 3 cute ones all one me.... bu since the whole thing with isaiah ended so bitterly the day before i left.... i decided to just chill and have fun........ because truth be told the girls are way cooler in LA these are the nicest grls i have eva met in my life. they are total pretty rich and amazing.....and mostly latina
but i gotta go
Jul. 5th, 2005 @ 08:25 pm
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wow i took the ACT today.....
It was great.............
OMGaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaash
THE summmer finally starts for me...............
i can breath and have fuuuuuuuunnnnnnn
Cell phone???????????
do you think this time will be the big one..........
whenever it happens it will still be way past due...
anywhoooo how is everyone.....
Marcus those pictures are gorgeously devine.... is that a word... who cares
anywho.....
I will be in Cali in less then a month.... that is going to be a summer to remeber..
maybe i will meet mr. right..... i will settle for mr. right now.....
Didnt know thugs took the ACT too :)
Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 06:49 pm
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no_shit_girl_06
May. 21st, 2005 @ 12:07 pm
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this cant be the end...
True best friends never end
you will never leave my heart and i hope i never leave yours...
i am absolutely crushed about you leaving
but theres nothing i can do to change what has to come
i can only accept what the truth is....
I love you ...
i cant even begin to explain.....
how do i say good bye
to what we had
the good times that made us laugh
i cant even finish writing the song
May. 14th, 2005 @ 08:06 pm
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why is Mrs. Dee a pain in my tush
anyways
i would like to say off and on the record blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hehehehehehehe
Angelica i love you
Mary love ya lots
uhhhhh
enough said
May. 12th, 2005 @ 07:13 pm
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i am sitting here
supposed to be doing my news letter
needing to study for a test and
very tired
what to do
ok lets get on live journal
so
i have heard some stuff about a particular someone that disheartens me
but i cant say i am tooo suprised
you know someone one is fake right from the jump
so if you continue to assoiciate with them then you willingly take their shadiness into your world....
i cant blame anyone but my self for putting up with such crap
but i can actually change the future of me and that persons relationship
the truth is i front so many people on disrespecting me
but yet i yes i let someone right under my belt disrespect me daily
fony ness (not a word) is not attractive
and if you dont have looks to begin with i wouldnt advise adding on to that disadvantage...
but no
this is not that type of update where i bash this person
this is when I accept that person for what they are and who they are and place them to the side away for me
its kinda like in theatre when were meditating and they tell us to take any thoughts that enter our minds and accept them and place them aside.
i have done my research and i have found that alot of people recognize these faults in this one person but fail to confront her on them..
i now realize why
telling her about herself does me no good
ending a worthless friendship does..
theres no need to be hostile
and start unessasary drama
as a black female i am trying to rise above that
i just want to take away anyone or anything thats holding me down from becoming a better person.......
those of us that are sucked into her web of lies and deceit and hate.... well they are not my priority.
i can only help myself
most of them are just allowing shit to happen
and accepting it
but not putting it aside.
yes i tend to become this person i detest
but i am mature enough to admit
my wrongs. i at one point and time have talked about all my friends behind there back... I'm not proud of it
change is better than denile
My advice to the one's I truly love
look out for those fake bitches who talk about you behind your back
because if you are one then your likely to befriend one....
MARY- guides me and comforts me
ANGELICA- gives me support.... says the little things that matter so much to me
JOSH- wont ever hesitate to say i love you and mean it
Three people who embody the true meaning of a friend
There are others
but few......
May. 11th, 2005 @ 12:53 am
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